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2009-09-19T00:54:00.004+08:00

Super Import Nights
I wonder:
Singaporeans go there to see the cars or the chicks?
Take a look at this:
OR

Endless shopping for the past few days.
Found another shopping kaki in chloe for us :)
need to stop shopping for awhile.
Money money money :)

2009-09-17T13:25:00.003+08:00

Life is getting monotonous. no aim, going nowhere.
i need a spark.

Watched The Ugly Truth :)
standard plot.
reveals the truth of how men and woman tick
A morning TV show correspondent makes a bet with his love-challenged producer: If his tips on how to land and keep a guy don't work, he'll quit the business. But while he coaches her about romance (cause she's a noob at it), he can't avoid falling for her at the same time.
[i'll give it 3/5]

my friend's blog wrote:
no one is perfect cuz everyone is a distinct being with different expectations etc. you can't satisfy everyone.
And i think its so-so true, in my context at least.

Work and school is starting soon.
Gonna keep myself busy.for this month at least.

2009-08-27T13:03:00.000+08:00

birthday celebrations and work is tiring me out.
Work for one week consecutively.
i need a BREAK.
i want to get out of this country!
maybe jb or genting would be good enough.

Comex show is coming, i need to get another external hard disk.
Money money and money :((
Results are gonna be released on 1st sept, i'm dead worried.
i dun wish to have to take up 5 subjs next sem.
And i need to choose my subjs for next sem soon.time is running out~~

Watched Orphan with darl yesterday,
was kinda freaky. wasn't exactly horror.
its just abt this young girl, Esther who was adopted by this family who just lost a child through pregnancy.and how she create havocs in this family of four.

and in the theatre, there was this guy who's burping non stop. Irritating shit.

I wanna watch FINAL DESTINATION!

I've been feeling lousy & low, that I just feel like ranting out.
help~~~

2009-08-11T00:47:00.005+08:00

Caught the fireworks ytd.
watched ManU match, wad a huge disappointment.
the referee got blinded and evra just passed the ball to the keeper.
chelsea shldn't have won!

Dinner at manhattan fish market.
Thanks to those who planned and gave me this birthday surprise!
it was a pleasant surprise.
and a state of shock.
And my beloved MANU jersey.
Watched movie at regi's hse before she drove us to Mad Jack for dinner.
headed to henderson bridge, cos its regi's virgin trip there.

Why am i feeling so down nowadays?
maybe i'm just starting my menstrual cycle.

howhowhow??

help~~~

2009-07-29T00:33:00.003+08:00

6 days since she's gone to msia. Finally she's back!!
alright she got me a cap. yup, my 2nd cap :))

nothing much's going on for the past week.
went sakae with 'lizhU ytd at marina
And shopped! she spent almost a 100bucks within like half an hour.
hairbands and cosmetics, women's fav.

watched Harry potter, my first of all the series.
wasn't that bad. but the ending rather contradicting.
work with guang during the wkend at IMM was rather slack.
left early, like 3hrs earlier than the normal knockoff time.
7bucks per hour, not bad huh.

2009-07-21T00:29:00.003+08:00

Long since we meet up for gathering, went steamboat at bugis then tcss at suntec coffeebean, before heading to Chjimes for another round.

Shopping with rr and chloe at bugis.bought hand accessories at bugis street.

as well as a ear stud.

had apple strudel as well as choc pastries. nice!

got a new haircut!!! finally the one that i yearn for.

short on the sides. yes mullet.

something like that.

2009-07-09T01:13:00.009+08:00

A mth to another year old. I'm getting old.. how???
Reaching the mid-twenty age range.
Sigh :((

Arghhh...
don't know why
recently having very bad mood swings
am i prone to pms(mood swing)?
when is my temper gonna be curbed.
help help :((

Went to GamingHow today to visit regi @ work.
like the setup there, the lightings,the sofa & nice people. Discounted drinks and free games!
maybe will organise the next og outing there.

I need a camera. came across this fujifilm camera J2o which costs $190 for 10.0mp.
Anyone with better deals?
Waiting for my pay to come. decided to get a brand new camera instead of repairing the old one.
Screen shattered and lens spoilt. $110 just to repair it.
not worth it! :(

Nokia service centre sucks. keypad spoilt and some ancient chinese language inputs. warranty's over and cost $150 just to repair.
Ridiculous!

2009-06-29T13:09:00.002+08:00

Worked at Marina Sq this week, 3 days consecutive. dead tired.
Got to know the opp booth, the 'Kinder Joy'. Eggggg... I love eggs.. Got surprise too.
had to promote Scotts Brand, Ribena and BreatheRight nasal strips.
Hate customers who are constantly asking for free samples but does not even bother to hear u out. Freeloaders :( irks me out.
thanks to the pple from the Kinder booth, they even came to our booth to give us the eggs, how nice.

Pictures taken::

2009-06-20T23:34:00.008+08:00

Day at Work
Working for this ribena mascot has earned me the name of the Ribena Man.
Seriously i'm starting to love it though.

he's so adorable.

Fri
Met up wf jess after her china trip, she slimmed down alot, much more than i had.
Touring around town as usual, with dear,nic and gh.
dine at dhoby foodcourt.

WED
had a bet with nel to down 3 lvl 30 chix wings at one go. Managed only 2. the chix wings horrendously spicy incredibly hot, had to drink 3 litres of water to cool my entire swollen lips.

Managed to get into the Hall of Flame. and a Certificate as well.

2009-06-15T13:30:00.007+08:00

Had been working for consecutive days.
In need of a long break.
Was working for the 'BreatheRight' event, PC Show event as well as the 'Ribena' event, where i played the role of a mascot! RIBENA MASCOT :)
Actually mascot have its benefits. eg free food from managers in NTUC, and many people wants to befriend the ribena mascot!
can't imagine me being the mascot :)

'RIBENA' event

'BreatheRight' event
held at IMM Jurong. was supposed to be a promoter, ended up doing photo-printing.
easy money!!! had to wear the wizard costume,and the breatheright plaster.
Had chloe and suqi to accompany us for lunch, before shopping ard IMM.

2009-06-04T13:09:00.004+08:00

Been out for consecutive days. my wallet is emptying.
anywork work this wkend as well as next.
Need start earning money to get my wardrobe makeover going.

KBox at TopOne@Bugis
another round of singing, this time is 7hours straight.
sore throat.
the setting there was much better than the one @ chinatown.
Disco lights, wider screens, better sofas.

Food Fair & John Little Sale @ Expo was great!
Walked every single stall THRICE.
Dinner was settled there, bought home some goodies.
Was there as early as 3plus wf Dar.before nic, nel and guang joined for another round of food testing.

2009-06-01T01:12:00.005+08:00

10bucks KTV@ chinatown AGAIN???

gonna improve on my singing.ktv@bugis this tue!!! 8hrs straight! lucky there's freeflow of drinks :)
Didnt manage to sing much this time rd, midway got to rush to an interview.
Dine at a fish-soup restaurant before heading home :)
tired......

2009-05-24T13:05:00.005+08:00

been a mths since the last entry!
exams over, freedom returns :)and more activities coming up.
it's been a week of cash outflow > cash inflow.
expenses piling up, need to get a part time job soon!
anyone who can help??

recent updates:

Visit to the Sister's Island
(a night with the monkeys
activities include drinking, fishing for nemo(s), gambling, barbecueing (cheesy chix wings and hotdogs)
bashing through the forest.

older pictures:

傻大姐 BIRTHDAY!
Hope she's getting wiser this year :)

Dinner at Marche Vivo.

COMMUNICATION

People sometimes wonder about communication.
All of us need to communicate -- talk.
Even for those who cant speak, will try to express by their actions, or maybe other forms of communication eg. letters
It's so easy for us to talk, but it's also easy for faults to happen, by our not-so-careful tongue.
I hate it when one hand, having announced how contented I am in love, yet
on the other, it's dragged by quarrels.
Arguments or quarrels might not just affect our moods, but somehow it makes one more temperamental too.

here's a short clip:

2009-03-28T11:53:00.008+08:00

Dinner@AMK hub

Sorry jeslyn for being late!
1st eating at Sumo Hse. with jeslyn and Huizin, hidden at a corner at BLK 710.
Took us qte some time to find the place.
Ate our dinner and walked ard AMK.
Realised they had this ala carte noodle called 'Nabe-yaki' Udon. Sounds nice.
Had gyoza too. its really cheap, only adds up to 10bucks plus.

Sun Tanning@Sentosa

went sentosa @12pm for tanning. expecting a bronze tan which i always wanted.
the sun was horribly hot, suffering from sunburn now.
hate it when my skin peels.
went for our OG gathering at @ holland village straight after sentosa.

OG gathering@ Holland Village and Ice Cube(dessert).
Met at 7pm, though most of us are late.
Walked ard Holland.V looking for cheap&good food.
Settled at Crystal Jade. for some spicy minced meat noodle.
Had dessert at Ice Cube@gardens till 1plus am.

Strenous Exercise

2009-03-25T23:47:00.006+08:00

2009年3月25日 星期三

Having exercise more frequent now. like once in 2days.
Badminton at TPY cc today with darRong, chloe and seng.
the soreness in my leg is still unbearable. guess its due to rustiness.

Lunch at the coffeeshop.

Does anyone miss their childhood days? Those carefree days, of not worrying much?
As one grows up, many things to ponder, many problems to solve.
Emotions arise & fall. You Laugh as loud; but can cry as loud the next moment.
It's a growing process, a learning journey.

2009-03-22T13:28:00.008+08:00

Caught this movie on Sat at j8 with dar-rong, was qte interesting. Though it doesnt make sense, where the two human-like aliens who possess supernatural power, originated from. More of an adventure of how they get to the Witch Mountain, and how they got back to their homeland eventually (with a spaceship).
8 bucks for the movie, still worth it!! :)

(AnnaSophia Robb and Alexander Ludwig)
these aliens look pretty cute. Maybe they should just invade our Earth, we will gladly welcome them.

On our way back after having subway =)
A pic of the rainbow
crazy auntie hugging the wall
at burger king
So many places i wanna go & do!!!
-Singapore Zoo
-Escape Theme Park
-Tanning @sentosa & moreee..but cash reserve dipping.

So difficult to find jobs nowadays. Guess what, i think i'm going into tuition.
Last Wed, had movie marathon at my hse, instead of regi's (which was our initial plan).
kind of bored, cos everything was not prepared.
Watched 'Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun-Li' and the '18year old virgin'.
(too much sex scenes. Guess chloe and suqi felt disgusted by that)

Had soccer last wk, drizzled the whole time and lost my appetite at s11 while watching
the ManU-Liver(poo) match.

that's the scoreline =((((((
But i'm certain MAN-U can win the title :))
Liverpool- JUST U WAIT!!!

2009-03-15T12:39:00.007+08:00

2nd Mth Anniversary

Went to ruirong's hse to cook her lunch. the 1st time cooking for her.
Consisted of 'Onion and Cheese' hotdogs, scrambled egg and Mushroom soup.
Slacked at her hse before heading for soccer in the evening.
Need more exercise: everywhere is getting rusty!

Fri:
Had badminton at Braddell Heights CC, wf ruirong, regi and her boyf.
played till 3 before having soyabeans at central.
Got home to bathe before dining at ruirong's hse. Love the egg her mum cooked,
simply delicious.
We headed for pool with seng at tpy. had afew rounds of games.
my pool is getting rusty, gotta train soon :))

Thur:

IT Fair is back in town!!!
Many many gadgets, but limited cash.
Went to the IT fair on Thur wf ah rong, guang and kelly. Chloe wasnt supposed to go wf us but had to work last min. Met kelly for a while, cos her mum was there. Wasn't exactly crowded.
Bought some dvds and stuffs.
Dinner at suntec, inclusive of the 傻大姐 chloe.
We went to ruirong's hse for awhile before heading home. :))

2009-03-10T12:00:00.010+08:00

9th Mar 09
Prelims are finally over!!!

Finally prelims have ended. Only stayed one & a half

hr of the pbf paper before leaving.

Ate in sch before heading to AMK hub to catch
the movie 'Push' wf gh,rr and chloe.
suqi joined us.
the storyline was qte confusing initially, but we get to understand the plot later on.
Done alittle bit of shopping, walking ard in circles.
Headed home for dinner shortly after.
Time for alittle bit of relaxation :))

傻大姐
my Darling

Recently many things just dont seem to go my way.
It's hard to express. i shall leave it..

2009-03-08T15:53:00.007+08:00

Guang's Birthday

Had dinner at NYDC @bugis.
Oven-baked rice, mudpies and cakes. Stomach bloated.
Wandered ard bugis before heading to regi's hse.
Had a game of soccer before having a movie session!
Settled our dinner at s11 AGAIN :)

HUNTING AT IKEA
5th Mar 09 (thurs)
Went hunting for japalang stuffs at IKEA
long journey ride to queensway.reached around 5
Walked and walked. saw many things we liked but some prices are way too steep.
Managed to get quite afew things under 20 bucks :)

3th Mar 09 (tue)
End of our Math paper :) a week before our next paper.
Had lunch at Ngee Ann poly; this time we had subway.
Went to catch the movie :

Felt that it's qte a nice movie. though most of the time, the scene was this JAMAL kid was playing the 'Who wants to be a millionaire' .

2009-02-26T00:48:00.013+08:00

Sigh!!! Exams are coming in a day's time, see myself sitting there for 3hrs staring blankly. Been years since i last took an exam.
Lappie crashed, everything's gone.
Things are just turning from bad to worse. WHY WHY WHY???

POA: Failure rate
55% for part-timers
Roughly 20% for full timers :((
Think i'll be categorised under this for my prelims.

Pics taken recently:::

Kbox at Chinatown::: its only 12 bucks! with freeflow of drinks:)
Bet guang was the happiest that day (the big grin on his face)
SEe!!! the BIG GRIN :))
AGAIN!!! :))

My Dad's Birthday

VALENTINE'S DAY
.::a special day::.
[Buffet Dinner at Sakae]
Her pressie for Me :)
My pressie for Her :)

MOVIESSSS::::

Wanted to watch this movie "He's Just Not That Into You"

in cinemas on 19th February.

Just for reference purposes!!!

Came across this and decided to put it up!
For those who's wondering whether they are in LOVE :))

Frustrated

2009-02-08T00:05:00.003+08:00

Frustration mounting. Why am i not being understood.
I'm so sick of these.
Am i being appreciated by all? No.

Had studying session in school with ruirong and chien lan. Audrey joined us awhile.
studied till almost 4 before leaving for PS to for coffee session
Had mich, moon, guang and nic.
Had starbucks and chatted awhile, before heading for soccer.
Satisfied with my overall peformance. Had ruirong watching me play for the 1st time.
And will be the last time too.

Pissed off totally.
Guess i'll locked myself up soon.
Love is important, but understanding ur partner is more important, at least to me.

2009-02-01T03:44:00.000+08:00

Thur we had steamboat at bugis. 18 bucks for 2 hrs worth of gorging non-stop!
Took lots of food, ended up wasting it :( Freeflow of drinks.
(sorry guang for scalding ur hand)
guess i had a phobia for meatballs after cny, had it almost everyday.
some of the pics uploaded:

Doesn't this shape looks familiar?

HAPPY LUNAR 牛 YEAR!! :))

my niece* so cute la!! :)) plus my family!

Had this frustrated feeling for some time.
Things didn't turn out the way i expected it to be.
-Hate myself for being useless, for not making things right.

2009-01-24T02:29:00.002+08:00

"Flightless Bird, American Mouth"

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down

爱没那么简单

2009-01-20T00:37:00.007+08:00

its a long time since i updated my bloggie.
Happy Chinese New Year to all the peeps :))
Year of the OX.

I guess things have turned out pretty bad for me the past few wks,
though totally worn out,i kept myself fit to face all those probs.
i realise i cldnt take it anymore.

thurs, had sch.. dinner at pastamania at bugis wf gh, michelle and mingyue. had an 尴尬 moment. asked a stupid qn, which left the waiter puzzled too. they were laughing away.
我会记住的！
fri, had study session at tpy wf rr and her sis. didnt really study much. guess the environment was not conducive enough for studies. im studying home from now on.
sat, met up wf my friend. Jess at bugis. was super late, almost 45mins?went to shop ard, before heading to the Xin Yuan Ji. Had 炸鱼米粉汤 and sambal sotong. left for soccer ard 6.45pm.
sun, stayed home to study before going wf family 买年货.
Today, had sch till 12, studied in sch wf rr, before gg bugis wf gh and chloe for shopping. wanted a hoodie, just cant managed to find a suitable one. Thereafter, wanyi came,followed by rr's sis.
Got a bermuda and 'I M FAT' t-shirt. nic came for dinner at kfc.
Ended our day at 11pm. dead tired.

爱没那么简单
i'm confused
drained out
无处可去 :((

傻瓜

2009-01-05T00:30:00.000+08:00

我觉得自己是个傻瓜!

Updates on the festive season

2009-01-03T11:46:00.010+08:00

Many things happened recently, too much things to update. Guess i'll just upload afew pics. Festive season's over, realise i've gain weight, and need to catch up on my sch thingys :((

Lena's birthday EVE

sharp breasts, 3 servings of earthquakes, a mixture of different ice-cream flavours
and a performance by nic and gh for the tomato act. and a video by me with the coned breasts.

Eve of the eve of Christmas

Some random pics

More pics to be uploaded..lazy to add already:))
Festive season is over!

Time to EMO again :((

Love --> Relationship???

2009-01-02T00:46:00.006+08:00

In LOVE, what do we really search for?
For me i guess:
(1) compatibility
When u're with ur partner, u won't really find it bored, or no topics to talk abt.
in other words, there must be sparks. to keep the r/s going.

(2) communication
Ur partner enjoys talking to people easily, i would wish that she could talk to me like this too.
BUT she isn't, which pisses me off :((
maybe she doesn't knows it.

(3) mutual understanding
Ur partner understands and respects you, knows the 'dos' and 'don'ts' w/o u telling. as in those basic thumb rules when he or she's in a relationship.

Therefore, it's always difficult to find ur other half who fits right into ur expectation, however in my opinion, a relationship must consist of these 3 points.

Alright. Enough abt love and rs.
Maybe being single is the right way to go.
-a confused kid-

Love

2008-12-31T01:17:00.002+08:00

'Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart'

To love
or
Not to love
-FEAR-

Lost and confused

2008-12-28T00:44:00.003+08:00

Does anyone really understand how i feel?
Is there really that someone who can empathise with me?

Confused and helpless :((
Deep down, i do not really feel happy.
all this while.
maybe i just need sometime alone

Festive Season Approaching

2008-12-20T00:23:00.003+08:00

I'm broke. Festive season is here again, after rounds of birthdays. need to spend a bomb again.
I need work!!!!! Somebody help~~~
Catched 'Ip Man' at amk hub after studying at macs wf ah rong.having spent only half an hour.
met chu, had an short emo talk wf him.
nic fetch us to amk shortly.
proceed to have dnr after movie at s11. shopped alittle before going to nic's hse to study.
back at home now :))
sleepy, tired. i need money.i need work.i need morrrreee time!!!

~Guess she really doesn't understands me at all, i'm not trying to insist that i'm right, its just telling her the things i've done and explain. All these while, in her eyes, what i've said was merely an excuse to cover up for things i've done.
I will never try to explain myself again.

Sleeping Deficiency

2008-12-14T04:12:00.000+08:00

I'm getting old :(( everyday have been going out late. Lazy to even blog nowadays.
Holidays are coming :)) Finally. got to make use of it to enjoy. And maybe longer hours of rest. Guess my average sleeping is clocked at 4 hours per day. My sleep hours deficit guess have reach thousands by now.

Some of the random pics taken:
more to be uploaded.
studying
chu's b'day
Nic's B'day
At the bridge
Day Out

Regina's B'Day

Just remembered: i spoilt a chair at Cartel. Sad, i'm gaining weight :(( haha

-why does this have to happen to me? now i'm feeling confused, cause i heard of this one thing that somehow had me feeling otherwise. I'm surprised.

I'm a bad talker

2008-12-06T13:30:00.000+08:00

Alrightt~~~ Been a long time since i update my blog, felt kinda shacked recently.

Time for some good rest, maybe the trip abroad will make me relax alittle :(

Working at Sitex last week was fun, but didnt meet my sales target, sold 8 sets in 4 days, its pathetic :( but had really fun time there, last day we packed up and went macs to eat before heading home.

Wed, went to vivo to get pressie for regi, had to divert her attention and told her to meet later, so that she will not take notice. bought the pressie, and headed to vivo for the long awaited movie - Quarantine. alright its gruesome.Gore. and had to hear the loud screamings from them too..
Slacked till 11 before headed home - minus the soyabean session.

thurs, had school till 3pm before heading to marina for movie - 4 christmases
nice movie, depicts the love life of a family. And christmas is coming ~~~
Headed to Shaw Tower below, selling Bak Ku Teh. simply love it. alittle ex la.
before heading to Lavender Park to walk.
Headed home at 1am.

Fri, went tpy to get the card drawn. wanted to study but time didnt permits, went to celebrate chu's bday at night. drinking session at my house. tidbits, hotdogs and shots. drank alittle, anyway i hate drinking. esp beer. i'm trying to refrain myself.

Ended at 2am.

Tired. Feeling sick now :( i need pills. hahs.

-i've known everything from the start

Rest

2008-11-26T01:18:00.005+08:00

Whoaaaa~~~dats like super duper shackkeeed..
Anyway i'm alright if u deleted me.
i intend to introduce a better job at sitex, guess u are alright wf ur current one already.
so.. happy working!

i need rest.
Today went for movie, watched Body Of Lies. love it. went to gardens for dinner before heading home.
Alright, everything is clear now.
she's happy.i'm happy for her too.

Love Nerds

2008-11-23T23:34:00.007+08:00

Had my studies at mac before heading town.
yay!! got my specs, look kinda weird wearing it.
Guess i'm not used to it yet.

sigh, haven been studying much this few days. got to start the engine soon.
some pics: Nic's Pre-21st birthday

Love this song
周杰倫 - 時光機

Changes

2008-11-23T11:30:00.000+08:00

Trying to get rid of the zzz-monster.
I've realised i've changed. i'm improving. to a certain pt.
i'm happy to see changes :)

Moneyless :( someone help!
Gonna study out today, hopefully its productive.
Time to go :)

Long awaited rest

2008-11-23T01:43:00.002+08:00

Finally!! Ended my roadshow today. 5 days worth of standing 12 hrs.
had fun, though tiring. people there are nice though :)

thurs: had school in the morning. dozed off during class. lunchtime. was practically rushing ard sch wf rr's friends to look for loopholes so that they can crashed our econs lect. finally mission failed, we ended in the cafe having our teabreak.
went for night studies at macs. ended 12am

Fri, had work at suntec, heard some bad news regarding her.
Guess i'm bornt to be a promoter, felt good to be praised by them.. was practically eating the whole day. we are big eaters. took turns to buy food, sharing ard.
thanks to those who visited me.

Ended work early today, headed for soccer. was practically rushing for time the whole day. took taxi and headed for nic's pre bday celebrations at Crab House. and some private 'activities' after our dinner.
Headed home at ard 11 plus.

shagged out. i need rest rest restt...

Love Gelare

2008-11-18T23:46:00.008+08:00

Went to school early to have lunch wf them. Was questioned why i didnt go for the sentosa trip on sun. Sorry CY and cecilia for ps-ing.
Went for poa class till 3pm.
Went to town to get regi's pressie for her friend. finally settled down on a simpson boxers.
i hate boxers! Bad experience wearing it.
we headed to Gelare for ice cream waffle, took us qte awhile to settle down.
Love it! :) long time since i pamper myself.

At Gelare

pics taken by ME

we shopped around town, from paragon to heeren to cine
settled down at Kobayashi to dine.
wanted to get a cap, but low in reserve. Saving up :(
getting a haircut this wkend.

Walked ard alittle before we headed home.
Tired~~Shall turn in early tonight
nightsie pple!

Special thanks to those who lifted me up during this period. Love u all :)

*Lub Lub*

Cash Tight

2008-11-18T00:21:00.003+08:00

Tired ~~~
Had school till 3 today, head down to bugis to get pressie. For nic..
thanks hao, had a long talk wf him.
Why so many birthdays coming up? its like incredible.
Tmr got to help regi choose present, its town again.
got a phobia of town already.
I want to get another hoodie! And a cap. gonna shave my head :)
unbelievable.
my wishlist's getting longer.
wad abt nerdy specs?
any suggestions?

周杰倫 - 說好的幸福

Shopping Trip

2008-11-16T23:22:00.007+08:00

Yay!! just got my Flesh Imp hoodie and a new pair of Fourskin slippers today. Went ard town, started at PS then to Far East. Guess i'm super broke now, gonna have only bread with water for the next few weeks.

Wanted to celebrate her birthday at sentosa but she's not free. i've guess it all.
Anyway its already past 12am mark, i shld keep to my promise.
Passed her the pressie at her workplace.
happy 21st birthday :)

Dead leg.
having cramps every now and then :( Guess it's the after-effect of the strenuous exercise.
Tmr's pbf test, oh shit gonna get a zero for that.
Nightsie pple! :):)

Happily happily yay!

I'm OUT of love

2008-11-13T23:10:00.005+08:00

Slept for 2 hours yesterday, wasn't exactly conscious this morning.
My eyes hurts badly, left with a swollen eye. Guess the lifespan of my contact lens is up.
School was tiring, had too much coffee recently, guess i have to cut down on my coffee intake.

Guess almost everyone's having a eye candy in school already, while some are related to another.
Complicated stuff. Somehow love is evil.
gonna steer my way out of it,
it's harming my health.
I knew your answer. I'll accept it.
Why everyone's breaking up? even her friend, eugene broke up. Sigh.

Went to SIM to settle some stuff before heading home.
Was fetched by regi's dad. Thanks regi!
So envious to see her wf the bf.

Only hope to get over my rough patch asap.
Not thinking anymore.
Not anymore
i love myself and the people around me :)

_LUB LUB_

Dread school :(

2008-11-12T22:40:00.003+08:00

Had my virgin 8hrs of sleep for months!

Just don't understand her, everything is abt her.
Guess i'll pass her the present next time.
i give up, i'm out of this.

walked ard town for almost 4hrs, searching for the present
thanks to u all :) thanks so much.

Went macs to study today, was late as usual. sorry! studied till 6pm before we decide to head to town to get the pressie.
Raining so heavily, and before reaching cine, we were soaked.
Dine at Koufu, before heading to Heeren, then to PS.

Headed home at 10plus, sigh school tmr at 5plus am.
i dread school :(

Happily happily yay!

Yay!!!

2008-11-10T06:35:00.002+08:00

Totally drained out ~~~

Fri, attended Daniel's 21st bday at Aranda's. was hell of a night. had a feast. really enjoyed it. downed a few cups of drinks. played finger guessing game while eating the brownies nel's gf made. was delicious.
played till 4am before cabbing home.
I'm broke, i need to work. Sigh :( had been jobless for wks already.

Sat, went to town to watch movie: High School Musical 3 Senior Year
anyway she watched coffin. which i wanted to watch too.
Not gonna wait for her anymore.
wanted to watch Saw V. soon soon :)
Followed by watching the Man-utd match at gardens. Disappointment :(
And supper at RK prata hse.
Reprimanded the uncle for charging so much la :(

Back to study soon :)

happily happily yay!

Finale

2008-11-09T12:34:00.001+08:00

Been a long weekend. Realised i had eyebags, lack of sleep :(

This will be the final week
I'll make my final decision
This time, there's no turning back or regrets

Mugging now. I need more time; probably 36 hrs a day would be better.

Thanks a million :)

2008-11-07T00:28:00.001+08:00

Went to town to meet the rest to walk, while i search for her present. Haven got any idea yet.
Anyway she wants to block me on msn or facebook, so be it. i'm sure i will not do it myself, u can continue to hate me.

Had countless counselling session for the past few days.
Really appreciate those who have given me concern and advices through this period.
A million thanks :)
I feel that if i don't even get half a day of your time, it shows alot.

why is everyone's birthday coming so soon? mine is far far away :( i want a present too!

Studying

2008-11-05T19:28:00.004+08:00

Have been mugging the last few days. need to catch up wf my studies.
Trying to get myself into the studying mood.
Didnt really do much stuff recently.

U have been saying that i've changed when i didn't.
U have changed so much, beyond recognition. Ur actions are making things worse rather than for the better. Things you are doing now doesn't reflect well on you too.

Why do both have to act these way when they still have feelings for each other?
I'm confused.

Anyway i still have to go on with my life as usual. Thinking that there are so many things left undone, i better pick up pace.

loves you
hates your actions though

Birthdays

2008-11-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

Muscle sores everywhere. wasn't exactly in the mood for anything, however i still have to pick myself up.
guess i'm suffering from a muscle tear. Pain :(

Celebrated nel's birthday on thurs, met up early wf gh, nic and chu to get the 七仔 cake and the potent mixer: stout. which was later mixed wf raspberry vodka and smirnoff. Specially brewed for him. Jo came later, had dnr before heading to my hse to put our stuffs, followed by camping at nel's room.

gave him a surprise wf our party poppers. wanyi and lena came aft work, den we headed to prata shop for nel's 21 pratas. had to go through several obstacles to distribute his pratas, eg calling van to confess his love for her. after prata was drinking session. 21 cups of liang teh (potent mixture). didnt drink a single cup, cos had to fetch the rest back aft that.
My driving's good okay, so stop doubting me!

nel's 21st birthday

Had to wake up at 8plus for sch on fri. was furious that i was treated like a fool when she said of meeting, yet telling me she's not prepared. twice, on thurs too. anyway, i'm not insisting on that anymore. went bugis wf them to walk alittle before heading home for dnr. went macs wf sherm to study.

Celebrated Van's birthday ytd at 1130pm. fetched by nic. they bought her a mahjong table. her hse was villa-like. chatted till 6.30am before heading home.

- I fell out of love -

headache

2008-10-30T18:34:00.002+08:00

was feeling unwell today, had a bad headache. work till 1am, woke up at 5am for school. had lecture till 3pm. shagged out. soon i'm gonna collapse.

Had badminton wf the og pple at kovan ytd. Results: blister on my fingers. oh man dat hurts :( ended at 4 plus, and had to rush for work. met her for work. but we exchanged few words. i did ask her regarding our problem, yet her ans is dun know. That is the final straw. Anyway won't go into details. I guess i shldn't delay any further too. Guess she's better off without me, she's seem happier talking to pple and more cheerful than the past.

Realise my sch work is piling up, guess i need to mug mug mug.. And find work so that i can get my hands on my fav adidas bag!
Already had my ipod touch, i'm addicted to it :)
People! stop eyeing on my gadgets, although i know its addictive =)

Urgent: Work

2008-10-28T21:18:00.001+08:00

Think it's been a while since i update my blog.

Been a tiring week so far. And my cash reserve is depleting fast. i need a job, anyone has?

Recovering from a breakup is never easy, their advices are similar: to look for someone new, my answer is a no. Just wanna focus on my things now. i've learnt so much through this torrid period, i'm stronger now. Though some memories still lingers on.

Went kbox on Sat at chinatown, was emo-ing for sometime before starting my singing engine. Yay, my singing's improving :) got praised for that. sang till 7 before heading for soccer.
Fri we went for malcolm's singing competition, had to sit with his fan club. oh man its was a darn long journey, had supper at tpy macs before heading home.

Went to temple wf the rest, hope to end my bad patch. Hope that things will only get better soon.

Didn't have mch sleep for the past few days. No job, no love, no money. Is there someone who's gonna save me?

Love this oldie: Pretty Boy by M2M

-Life is a rollercoaster-

Depression

2008-10-22T18:37:00.003+08:00

I'm in a state of depression, things are not going well.
Received a call telling me that my work on thur and fri is cancelled. reason: i can't work for the whole week.
the new job which i went for training today wasnt successful, she managed to get the job.
i need a rest, seriously. it's been a testing time for me the last 3 wks, i'm totally down and out now.
Is anyone out there who can pull me out?

i'm so depressed now, god pls help me.

Went for lasertag orientation this afternoon, was super shagged. although didnt make it for the job, but had some fun with those guns. And i won the battle, the finals. which was to eradicate the enemies till the last one standing.

i thought it through. anyway one day i still has to get over it, why must i be so depressed, making myself so miserable. anyway had not been the concerns of all my friends, i think i had depression long ago :(

something happen at macs today! haha

Break Up

2008-10-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

Time to pick myself up from the dumps, haven't been myself for the past period. Having to face pressure at so many fronts, my work, relationship, school etcs.

I'm crumbling soon.

Many times i ask her the qn, the ans was 'not sure'. But yesterday, its all over when she said she doesn't want to carry on anymore. It hurts to hear this, cause i had put in 100% effort into this rs. Many a times, people are telling me to give up on this rs, cause it's been dragging for far too long, i chose not to give up. But her words yesterday broke my heart.

physical and emotional turmoil
i had given my all, only hope for u to appreciate.
My future is bleak, i'm lost. there's nothing left for me to cling on.

Long-lost feeling

2008-10-16T23:43:00.007+08:00

Went to sch at 12pm, cldn't wake up for my maths lecture.. slept at 3am the previous night. my mind filled with doubts. i felt so screwed up, never in my my life i felt so indecisive and lost. met jason martin on the bus, was discussing abt rs stuff, gave me lots of advices.

went for econs lecture, unable to concentrate. Guess everyone will be thinking why the 'darren' of the past has become so wishy-washy. was using my psp throughout the lect, bored =(

after classes, we headed to PS for movie. the usual grp went to get the tix for us, while gh followed me to get the chocs for her. proceeded to her school. before reaching. we were drenched, was raining qte badly outside. passed the chocs, exchanged afew words before i left. Just hope she wld appreciate wad i did for her. Anyway, thanks gh! for accompanying me there =)

Movie! we were darn late. Watched 'Eagle Eye'. wasn't that bad. action-packed. worth the 6 bucks. after the movie, we went on our separate ways. Initially wanted to visit her, but was rejected. its okay =(

At 7, went for jo's bday at wanyi's workplace. was supposed to fine-dining, but ended up like a kopitiam for us.Van throwing her food around; sherm having his chup cai rice. And using wrong utensils. That explains why we are singaporeans.

b'day girl, jo

funny faces

Before dinner, Jo was talking abt my rs:

Jo: So how long has u both been on cold war?
Me: almost 2wks already =(
Jo: cold war also shouldn't take so long, it's not gd for the rs. if not,the feeling will be weird in future.

I'm trying very hard, but some are telling me to move on. I want, but i still have feelings for her.

Went off at almost 11, headed home. My heart's heavy, someone pls help me lighten it =(

Why do we fall in love?

2008-10-13T22:27:00.005+08:00

Why do we fall in love? Is it important to have someone to complete your life? Falling in love is one of the most beautiful thing that could happen in someone. The late night talking on the phone. Watch movies. Watching the sunset together. Holding hands. Saying "I love you". Missing each other all the time. Text message that person that you miss him or her so so much. You feel so happy when both of you are together. By the end of the day, after long day, just wanna hug that special one and want him or her to say that things will be alright and he or she will be there to protect you all the time. Wish that the special one will be there forever. By the look of their faces, know that you can depend on him or her. You feel like your on top of the world when he or she kisses you on the cheek. You feel so happy when he or she is around you. When you feel sad, he or she will wipe your tears. Wish that nothing will come through between the two of you. The promises that both of you made for each other, keep that promise forever because if you don't, it will just ruined everything.

*Falling off the valley of love*

Late Night-out

2008-10-12T03:26:00.008+08:00

Just back home, never felt so tired before. today went shopping at town with sherm, gh and cinhui. cinhui, as usual was late, but she was one and a half hr late!! angry! got myself two polo tees@ 30 bucks. Qte a bargain :)

Went ard town looking for my studs and shorts, wasn't able to find any of my liking. Then finally headed to Subway for lunch. didnt have much appetite for the last few days, so didnt eat at all. Was so distracted today that i got a scolding again, and almost had my phone confiscated!

Attend seng's birthday at aranda country club, fetched by yy at buangkok mrt. didnt know the mrt was already opened. were finding our way there, and emo-ing abt rs stuff.
It seems that now, everyone has known abt my rs problems, and giving me endless advice. Was on the phone wf afew of them, but all accounts to the same pt.

-Love affairs are so complicated =(

seng's 21st birthday

had buffet and games of mahjong, before ended the day wf the cutting cake session. we headed to the beach to chill, before we knew it, it's almost 1am. Cf suggested having supper, so we went to buangkok kopitiam to have dim sum! it took us a couple of mins to fill the table wf dim sums.

Ended at 3am, and jere fetched us home. What a tiring day! Going to bed now :)

Knowing that she's living a better life now, i'm contented. i'll be searching for mine now :)

Emo-ing King

2008-10-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

Met chu at interchange today, as usual he was late. waited almost half an hour.
wasn't able to concentrate for the whole 3hrs of maths lect, was being told off by gh and the rest.

after sch went to town with regi, suqi, chu and sherm for lunch, gh left us for work. Almost dozed off due to the super long journey. Then we were like discussing why each of us are emo-ing.. Terrible day. Went far east to have my fav ice honey lemon, and headed for the chix noodles stall upstairs. And then did alittle of window shopping. Wasnt exactly looking for anything. And chu ps us halfway for his E-girl. Then we just shopped aimlessly ard far east.

Wasnt myself the whole of today, anyway just hope this feelings can go away soon =(

Yay! i got another ear pierced! but i will keep it at 3, will be closing one of the ear holes.

Night was at gardens wf sherm, went to visit gh. Guess he looked shagged, judging from his face. Was having an emo session wf sherm. anyway, felt much better now =)

Sigh! My hand's still aching over the badminton session, need more vigorous workouts in the future. my muscles are flabbing.

-moving on with life